Part 3: Chapter VI

I love Big Brother. I knew he would make Oceania win the war against Eurasia. Julia and I have both betrayed each other. We are both different and agreed we do not feel the same way about each other any more. Finally it happened in The Ministry of Love, I was shot in the back of the head just like I had been anticipating since I began my journal.

Part 3: Chapter V

Room 101 is a terrible place. It is where everyone is tortured with their worst fear. For me it was the rats. They were so close! I begged for them to eat Julia instead of me.

Part 3: Chapter IV

They treat me well. I get food, clothes, and bathes with warm water! I even have time to exercise and think. I hate Big Brother and now it is time for me to go to Room 101.

Part 3: Chapter III

O’Brien says I will be shot in the end. He has contradicted my beliefs and everything I know. I believe I am done with the understanding stage of my reintegration.

Part 3: Chapter II

I have been trying to hold out as long as I can but torture is a word which means so much more when it has been experienced. O’Brien truly is and believes in the Inner Party yet there are still times when I do not hate him. He says that there is no way for me to escape. My mind will be cured before I am killed.

Part 3: Chapter I

I have been waiting in a white room. I’ve seen many people come and go including O’Brien! He did say we would meet in the place where there is no darkness. And now all I can do I wait for room 101. I am starting to question weather I would risk my life for anyone, even Julia.

Part 2: Chapter X

I noticed how beautiful the prole woman is but then the Thought Police came. Mr. Charrington is a Thought Police! Out of all people, I actually trusted him. I was stupid and both Julia and I will pay. They beat her and took her away, for me to never see again.